Sometimes I feel so lousy, like the ugliest troll alive. I know I shouldn't think like that because, as a matter of fact, I know that I'm so fortunate to be alive in this world, this very day. But sometimes when I notice other girls, with their pretty long hair, their slim slender built, I almost instantaneously, get insecure. It's completely unattractive to feel that way, I know, so I don't show it all the time. I cover it up by just slipping into silence. I just wanna stop feeling that way for awhile.